The last words !

Been a long time since I have written, in attempts to survive, I have forgotten to live. Today I remember few of the last words spoken by some one. Words which have become the basis for all my attempts in my life. Yet another day of Samar, a new story.

So whats with all this new attempts you are doing samar? asked his friend, siri. Samar is silent, may be he is silent with lot going in his mind. He tries to answer siri's question. My new attempt is to create a legacy, some thing of my own, an example for all the people who know me and for all the others who want to know me.

The last words that reema said to samar were "Samar, may be we need to part, we don't have a choice, but I am sure, I would see your name in some forwarded emails some time with the title success story of an entrepreneur of Indian origin, you are the best Engineer I have ever seen, and you are perhaps the best leader I have ever met in my life. I am sure you would create a legacy of yours for this world to give an example of".

Siri, These last words, still keep me alive, still make me feel, even though I have nothing to live for, there is a purpose, perhaps the last one to keep up the last words of someone, I loved. Thats my new attempt with life. I don't know if I am the best Engineer, I don't know if I am good leader, all I know is I have a purpose. I live for it and I will make this happen. If not for me, for Reema.

Samar, you are crazy said siri, how can you love someone so much that even her words becomes a purpose for a life. How can you hide so much behind your eyes and smile at every thing around you. How can you?

Siri, you are right except that, you never have a 'how can' in love, love is not about holding hands and sharing some time together, its about incomplete souls find their compliments. It inspires, it lives with every breath that you take, its in your soul. This is something, time cant fade away, neither can death end. It continues as a part of the soul, which exists till the end of time.

I loved her.

To love and lose is perhaps the biggest lesson, in ones life siri, I have taken mine. I would continue the rest of my life with this lesson. I will make these last words true. May be I will fail, may be I will not see it in my lifetime, may be it will all end, but I will make an attempt through out my life time, learning from each failure and try to keep up the last words.

So samar, has the last words which is a purpose in his life. Do you have such words too?